Week three of my creative writing course was about non-fiction, and guess what one of the assignments was? “Write a letter to a friend about what you did last week”. Now how perfect is that for me? So here is my letter to you, my dear friends 
My dear friend
I know you are keen to hear all about what I did last week – as always I am humbled by the interest you take in my wanderings, and hope that you have not become bored by them – you may even feel like rolling your eyes a little when I tell you, “last week we went to Algonquin”. Now how original is that for me? How often have you read that here, and seen my pictures and thought – woohoo, how exciting…. Algonquin… again.. yawn
Now I know you are more of a city person and I suspect you wonder what is so great about slogging over portages, using pit toilets and sleeping on the ground. So, I will try to explain it as best I can, the draw, the allure, that Algonquin holds for me.
I should state up front that it is not “Algonquin” per se, but any wilderness area where one can paddle for days and not see houses, condos, highways, or motor boats. Algonquin just happens to be the place closest to us where we can do that. We tried other places – for instance, the fabled Temagami area where we even arranged to be flown in and dropped off in the middle of it. The problem was you see, if we can be flown in, so can others, and after a couple of days buzzed by planes overhead we arrived at lakes where planes buzzed over head, landed nearby and had at least one fly in fishing lodge on each lake, where guests zoomed around in motor boats flicking out cigarettes as they left us bobbing in their wake. So back we went to Algonquin.
But I digress. The lure of Algonquin, for me is about stress, or rather, the lack of it. Luckily, I wear stress like a blanket, it’s there, but I can easily throw it off. When I come home at the end of the day, I toss it aside and don’t think about it again until the morning as I get ready for work. Sometimes though, the blanket becomes thinker, heavier, and I mistake it for a security blanket, feeling like I need to keep it wrapped around me.
That’s when it’s time to go to my Algonquin.
On the way up I fret about things, checking my blackberry until the reception fades, wondering if I really should be away from all my chores, hoping I won’t pay for it later. As we paddle across the first lake from the parking lot, I worry a little about whether the route I picked is nice, and if the weather will hold out. As we make our way up the first portage, my muscles straining with the weight of the pack, I shed the blanket, it slips to the ground easily and is left behind there. I start to notice little things; the way the sun dapples through the forest, the tiniest little baby toad hopping along the trail, the sound of the breeze playing in the trees, the big moose tracks with wee baby moose tracks in step right beside them.
If I am worried about the outside world, it’s just too bad, I can’t reach them anyway, nor they me. The longer into a trip we get, the more I have thoughts and dreams from months or years past, issues I obviously need to think through, but that the din of everyday life drowns out. Sometimes its small things, like suddenly realizing, with razor sharp clarity that maybe person X was upset or hurt by my flippant comments, or a stab of anger remembering a long ago malicious interaction. Interestingly, the thoughts are never about files, how clean the house is or how much money I’ve saved, but rather human interactions and the feelings those create.
As I sweat over the portages, the images come to life, sometimes bringing tears of frustration, or leaving me blushing with embarrassment. However, with everyday life set to “mute”, I have stillness at that moment to think it through, mull it over, and then come to peace with it, or at least chip away at it, so that next time it is smaller.
It always seems that Algonquin then rewards me for my hard work. With a show stopping sunset, the gracious call of the loon, a momma and baby otter swimming beside the canoe, little miracles that soothe anxieties and make everything just seem so right and perfect.
Everyone, I think, has their Algonquin, a place (even in their mind) where they can relax and focus on one thing, something that blocks out all the other noise, and they feel the stress blanket slipping away. For some it’s fishing, or running a marathon or playing tennis or reading a good book or cooking a fine meal, quilting, going on a cruise, scrapbooking, carving, model airplane building, prayer or all of the above.
So, I’ll leave you with that peaceful thought, pondering what your Algonquin is, and maybe next time I write I’ll also tell you about dropping my camera in the lake, hearing it glug glug glug down (did you notice I haven’t enclosed any new photos?), the day that was so hot I flung myself, fully clothed, into the crisp cool water at the end of every portage and the gourmet polenta that came out more like oily ground popcorn... which, being hungry, we ate anyway. The quietness is calming and wondrous, but I love the imperfections too. OK well maybe not the camera part....
I hope all is well with you and that you are able to take some time off this summer to visit your “Algonquin”. Take care and always know that even if we don’t have much time to chat or visit face to face, you are my dear and cherished friend, thoughts of you always make me smile on those portages, and for that I am truly thankful.
Chris/Christine/Steen